6/20/10 | Emmanuel Episcopal Church in the City of Boston | Sermons by Preacher | |||||||||||||||
Proper 7C | The Rev. Pamela L. Werntz, Rector | Sermons by Date | |||||||||||||||
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This is the time of year when I schedule various kinds of check-ups for myself – with doctors and the dentist. My work slows down enough that I can pick my head up to make calls to schedule appointments (and actually keep appointments). I am anticipating the check-up kinds of questions that my physical health practitioners ask. Do you wear a seatbelt when you’re in a car? What kind of exercise are you getting? Is your living situation safe? Are you getting enough vitamins? How often do you floss? They’re all questions about disciplines that protect and promote physical health. So as I reflected on our scripture lessons today, I noticed that they highlight disciplines that protect and promote spiritual health. I thought about my role as your spiritual doctor and the responsibility I have for asking you questions to check on the well-being of your soul. I thought today would be a good day for a check-up. So how many times a day, on average, do you remember that in God’s eyes you are no better and no worse than another person when it comes to how you are or are not, or what you have done or failed to do? How many times a day do you turn off your better than/worse than calculator and remind yourself that we are all one? My advice is that you aim for a number that is too high to count. And my last question, for today, is “how do you practice silence?” Now I am well aware of the great irony of preaching about the importance of the practice of silence. It’s like lecturing on the importance of staying hydrated to a thirsty person who just needs a drink of water. We Episcopalians are such a wordy bunch – I just can’t keep quiet about the need for silence to experience the presence of the Holy One that’s taught in this story of Elijah. In our reading for today, the prophet Elijah, whose name literally translated is “my god is [the Holy One]” – Eliyahu in Hebrew, is running from the law. The much-maligned Queen Jezebel working with foreign allies for peace and prosperity for her people, has had enough of the insurgent Elijah and she sends a messenger to tell him that his days are numbered. (If this were a historical narrative rather than literature, she would have simply sent an assassin.) Her fury had to do with the large public demonstration Elijah staged to show the power over nature of the god whose Name is too holy to pronounce. Elijah’s god produced rain to end drought and famine. But then in a hideous display of aggression, Elijah has all 450 of the prophets of the losing god Baal seized and killed. He takes off into the wilderness, afraid and alone, exhausted and suicidal. But twice, messengers bring him bread and water and tell him to get up and eat something. He journeys to Mount Horeb, (also known as Mount Sinai), the Holy Mountain of Moses’ encounters with the Divine. He finds shelter in a cave or a rock crevice, and hears the Divine voice ask him, “What are you doing here Elijah?” Of course the inflection when that question is read out loud is up to the reader. I always hear it as a kind of “what the heck, Elijah?” Elijah’s answer is defensive and angry – zealous and jealous and furious are all translations of the same word. He is fearful, despairing and self-righteous – a toxic cocktail! His response doesn’t mention all the killing he’s just done. The word of the Holy One instructs Elijah to come out – come out of the darkness of the cave and experience the presence of the Divine. But before he comes out, there are the usual signs of the revelation of the Divine – a rock-splitting windstorm, an earthquake, and a fire, but somehow Elijah knows that the presence of the Divine is not in any of those cataclysmic events. Elijah experiences the presence of the Divine in the unspectacular silence that follows. And then Elijah hears the question a second time. “What are you doing here, Elijah?” And in a response that I find so reassuring, Elijah gives the same self-indulgent litany of complaint. Even a great prophet who has experienced the presence of the Divine, cannot turn on a dime his own well-scripted story, I imagine a smiling Divinity which says, “return on your way, get back to work.” Our portion of the story stops short of the next verses that reassure Elijah that he is going to find seven thousand people in Israel who have not bowed to Baal. He’s not going to be alone. He’s going to have lots of companions. I imagine that it was in the silence that Elijah got some perspective, that he got somehow brave enough to head back to his work, that he got some clarity about what would come next. This is not silence in the face of injustice; rather, this is the kind of silence we need in order to hear that God is still speaking as they say on the United Church of Christ signs. God is still speaking. Whenever I see one of those signs, I want to respond, “yes, and God is still being very quiet. God whispers.” Silence: it’s the rests in music, the quiet protected by our legal system in both the right to remain silent and also the right to enjoy the lack of noise. It’s the tradition of commemorative stillness out of respect for the dead. A Jewish sage once wrote, “The fence of wisdom is silence.” (1) Religious or spiritual silence is not just the absence of sound but inner peace that brings enlightenment, the inner growth, the calm in which the whisper of the Divine just might be heard. 1. Chapters of Fundamental Principles or Ethics of the Fathers 3:17 (Pirkei Avot in the Talmud). 2. Thomas R. Kelly and Douglas V Steere. A Testament of Devotion (NY: Harper & Brothers, 1941), p. 93. 3. David Whyte. Everything is Waiting for You (Langley, WA: Many Rivers Press, 2003), p. 4.
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6/28/10
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